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In the saddle again!!!
Moved back to Michigan. Yippy I guess. Really nice to be around my family and great friends again.
So if anyone wants to catch up, 630-405-3220. But since I live in the boonies, call the house line, 248-634-0603.
<3
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[18 Oct 2008|08:35am] |
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I never really miss my family all that much, except when I have dreams to remind me of them. I haven't seen any of them since...February. I don't really talk to my brother or sister. Or well, my new sister-in-law... that will take some getting use to, lol.
Perhaps I will have to go to Michigan for thanksgiving.
I finally got to go and see Oh MY God. I haven't seen them in concert since the flint local, like 3 years ago. And it was great. Brought back a lot of bitter sweet memories though. I'm at a stage where I appreciated it though.
Plus I got 4 people hooked on them now, so go me.
And tonight I'm hitting up statesville's haunted house. $30. So hopefully it will be better then the lame ones at 6 flags. Jacob and the other girl I'm going with are little sissies, so I'm sure they'll be holding onto my shirt the whole time. Last night when we saw Quarantine, for the 2nd time, I thought my hand was going to fall off from him squeezing it. Pretty good movie though. I like it because it was actually more freaky and scary. Not like so many "horror" movies that are all blood and guts, which is sick, not scary.
Then next weekend I get to be a sweet transvestite again, and watch a rocky show, cannot wait.
Have a good October !!!
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[16 Oct 2008|11:30pm] |
I found this one day online. This clip is hilarious. But I found out it's actually a movie. It's really sick and twisted. Completely cool. Called Desperate Living, check it out!
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[08 Oct 2008|04:44am] |
Random insomnia anyone?? Right over here...
Well, I really cannot complain about life right now. I wouldn't allow myself. Since just a short year ago, I was sticking things in my arm and whatnot to get high, dumbass. But i've been working it right, and been clean for just over a year. Yesss me.
I've been working at a chiropractors office. PR for marketing, front desk work. I like it. The free adjustments and massages don't hurt either. I'm still aiming to be a substance abuse counselor. And have my own private practice on the side, since working out of a clinic, you don't make a great amount of money.
Hopefully i'll be moved into the city in 3 months time.
I'd love to raise my kids in the burbs, but as of now, they are lame.
I'm very excited for halloween. I'm going to be David Bowie. Go to a rave and dance with all the happy kids on there mood enhancing drugs. Can't have a bad time when kids are spewing happiness out of their being.
I've been with the same guy for almost a years time now. And I can honestly say, I love him more than anything else in existence. Best thing that ever happened to me.
I can't wait start a family with him, hopefully when i'm around 27, thats my goal!
I hope everyone is doing well. Nick, what is this band that it sounds like you in...?
Take it easy, much love.
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[22 Aug 2008|01:50pm] |
I just remembered LJ existed like 2 minutes ago. So I decided to see who still writes. Mr. Horton of course. JEsse. And others. I wanted to say hey, I'm doing frighteningly good, so yeah.
<3 and miss you all!
Andrewski-
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[18 Sep 2007|08:27am] |
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Spending the weekend in Chicago. Finally something Fun to do. All I do is work and play tennis. Also I love Rock of Love.
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[26 Aug 2007|12:30pm] |
I will be comming to Michigan the 30th through labor, and leaving the tuesday after, so please call me, i need to be around good company and no dumbasses, I have a good job that most kids my age dont have, and I have a lot going for me, and I will not, i repeat I WILL NOT fuck it up. SO call me whenever so we can make plans, cell number is 248-404-7598.
Im a sexy motha fucka again, not some sick looking heroine chic person.so boooya!
Hit me up, <3<3<3
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[21 Aug 2007|01:11pm] |
I'm really excited for the near future. I'm doing a few really kick ass things. I'll get to that in a moment though.
I am really liking the job. I thought at first the lab technician thing would be boring, but it isn't. I was only suppose to work a mear 20 hours a week, but since I have been doing a really good job, they're letting me work 40 hours a week.
Now...the future...I'm going to see Wicked in about a month in chicago, and that makes me so excited I think I might pee my pants!
Then Rocky Horror on All Hollows Eve, also in Chicago.
Kalamazoo Sept 5th, then around the other crap shoot area till the 10th. I'm not really around people my age at all, which I do miss, but all this is a healthy experience for now. Also I will be starting Community College in January. Yippy.
Back to work, have a great day!
Andy!!
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[21 Aug 2007|12:56pm] |
you know what makes me happy...? lots of things. Here are a few things i'm looking forward to. I like work a lot. They are now letting me work 40 hours or more a week b/c i'm doing a good job. I didn't know if I was going to like being a lab technisian, but I do.
Also, I get to go see WICKED!!! in chicago in about a month. This one is kinda far away, but nonetheless exciting, Rocky Horror in Chicago on All hallow's eve, kick ass.
anyways, back to work, bye...
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[31 Jul 2007|11:36am] |
For the most part I barley remember that this thing exsists, but hey to the few of you i talk to, i finally moved to IL. I'm working with my Dad right now playing with chemicals and helping organize the different trials they've been running. There are a lot of jobs down here though, my next door neighbor lady is a district manager at starbucks, so she said she can get me a job for sure. just had to get away from that hell hole i lived. I know nobody on here talks to me anymore but oh well, hi anyways, hope life is treating you decent enough...!
andy-
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| time to turn 20, yippy |
[25 Mar 2007|08:43pm] |
March 30th, i'm going to be having a bonfire at my grandma's for my birthday. My actual b-day isn't until the 4th, but I want my sister to be there, and since she's leaving for spring break on the 4th, yeah... Leave a comment if you'd like to come, or call me at 810-249-0803 before 5:30 p.m. and not on weekends. I'd like to see people I haven't seen in a long time, it would be really nice.
Andy-
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[26 Sep 2006|12:56am] |
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Well, i'm really proud of myself that i've been doing this so far the right way. If there is such a thing. 41 days as of now. Thank you god and aunt chris, and now marty's up there too because he's dumb, and i really miss him.
It really sucks at first though. Reality just comes crashing down on you. I was so sick with the things i've done, and all the wrong that I did to people because an unnecessary evil was running my life. I didn't know where to begin. I was just constantly dwelling on the past. I literally barfed because of all the guilt I had. Finally I came to the realization that I can't just shut the door on the past. I have to keep it open, but I can't let it run my future. I've learned from the things I did and didn't do.
I want to thank everyone who stayed by my side even though i was disgusting. And sorry to anyone i hurt, I didn't mean to screw up whatever friendship we may of had. I can't go back in time and change things, god knows i wish i could, but if there's anything I can do, just tell me.
Truth is, my energy is back finally, the meds aren't making tired like they were. I love being around people again. And I love just trying to put a smile on somebodies face, and the best thing of all, I wake up in the morning, and i'm not sick. And I will never ever fucking let this shit happen again, it's not worth my life. I mays well put a gun to my head if I think about sticking a needle back in my arm.
Life is starting to be beautiful again, sure i'm dealing with all the bad karma i built up on myself, but hey, i'm dealing with it without drugs, and thats something I never though in my wildest dreams that i could do again. I'm fucking blessed, thank you.
I'm just having trouble losing all the losers I hung out with. I just become infatuated with people. I just see the good that could still be there, and I hold on the hope that they could come around. I just hangout with jermey<3 and haley and justyne. And I think thats all the friends I need.
enough of that stuff, i just felt like i should put it out there. The house phone is back on now. so if you'd like to call...810-750-3666.
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[09 Sep 2006|11:48pm] |
Hey everyone. Just thought I'd say hey.
Hope everyone is GOOOD!
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[05 Jun 2006|11:12pm] |
Hey, thanks everyone for listening to me. Things are going to start to look up soon. Sure of it. I got into a big fight with my mom's fat fuck boyfriend. So i'm staying at justynes house for awhile. Then thursday i'm going to IL. to syat at my friend marty's house. That'll be a lot of fun. Then on the way home i'm going to stop in k-zoo and hangout with emily and erika:) I can't wait. I always have so much fun there and meet fun people...haha. When I get back i'm going to have to hang out with the white lake people. Take it easy and I will see you when I get home.
TaTa.
andy-
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[29 May 2006|01:50am] |
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I finally realized. when i was walking next to her, i felt proud, happy, and safe. No wonder why she doesn't want to talk to me, I'm not capable of giving that feeling right now, I lost it. I lost everything that I really gave a shit about. I'm sorry that I can't be me right now. I'm also sorry for complaining.
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[20 May 2006|12:31pm] |
I work at cracker barrel. The only friend I have is a book about some witch, the other on how to make me fat. Oh then theres latisha, but shes pregnent.
What the hell has my life come to?
And i'm expected not to go back to old ways...I don't know.
gone to SHIT.
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[04 Apr 2006|11:24pm] |
Well today was my birthday, nothing exciting happened, but I guess that's what happens when you get older, birthdays just aren't what they use to be. My brother came up from Chicago, so that was a nice surprise. I got Narnia, Brokeback Mountain, which I thought sucked... and I got King Kong. After all that jazz, I went back home and picked up amy and emily, and they went to my n.a. meeting with me. It was also a special day there. 30 days clean, I got keychain number two, it's like a hot orange, I'm really proud of me! And thats all that matters in eyes.
Tomorrow I get to go out to ann arbor and spend the day with ben. I finally get to go around to the stores and spend a lil money. It's so nice not spending all your cash on god damn drugs. good good good feeling. I like ben a lot, for those of you who don't know who that is, new b/f. I like him a lot, but I think things are moving a lil to fast. Prolly beacuse I got lonley, and wanted somebody there. I like him a lot, but I just don't want things to blow up in my face...ha. Anyways, hello to everyone I haven't seen in awhile, hope your all doing good, but i'm going to bed. Night.
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      haha, ohh yeah! :)
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i havent made an entry in awhile...but i was in krogers and I couldn't find the green onions. So i asked some guy, he was younger and then he showed me, then he turned around and was like, are you related to kyle phaneuf? and i laughed and said yes.
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wow, this is going to be boring. I don't know what i'm going to do until i make a few friends. Like right now for instense, i'm at the library, because i don't know where anything else is. so dammit.
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